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I got nothing!!! lol



just nothing.....



I hate making decisions that can affect everything..... unfortunately I have one to make....... I just know that no matter what I decide, it's going to be the wrong choice, I am going to get hurt, badly.......I guess the choice is do I end up hurt after a long time or do I deal with the hurt now and get over it quicker and move on........????????



Why can't someone make this choice for me? or at least give me a heads up as to what the future might hold depending on my choice?



Maybe I need to get the tarot cards out... I just hate doing a reading on myself... its very subjective.....

It doesn't happen often that I am taken by surprise.

I can usually tell a person's character in just a few short conversations. I am not sure why it is that some people think that because a woman is on here that she is weak minded and weak willed. Chatting and flirting with others should not be a bad thing, getting to know someone, maybe even becoming friends should be o.k. But of course for some if you are independent, strong minded and sure of yourself, you are not allowed to have an off day. You are not allowed to feel bad about something, because as soon as you do....... here come the vultures with the mind games..... That does not work on me. You are welcome to try, you can play, flirt and pretend all you want. At the end of the day? I am still stronger than you, better than you and have more class than you. So you go ahead and do what you have to in order to make yourself feel better. You won't bring me down to your level. I won't let you. In the end, I win the game. So good luck to you. :)